Lovin' you on the sly

I feel
something's puhing me down
something makes me like a clown
it's like
make me out of breathe
make me agony of death
it forces me
to say it to you
to tell it to you

This feeling makes me blackout
This feeling makes me numb
This feeling makes me shock
this break all part of me
but i just silent and lovin' you on the sly

wake me up
i can't stand again
it erases all my gain
push me away
far me apart from you
let me forgetting you
just i keep it in my mind
bring me out far far away